Sun rise, sun set.

In fact, my worries about work, were unfounded. If anything, I think the fact I get on well with all the other people at the shop does me credit. My recent fopah with the manager seems to have vanished completely.

Phew!

So that little stress is dealt with.

So I can free myself up to worry about other things again. I'm a worrier at heart, I do best when I'm kept busy or have company to engage in. If not, my mind goes off on one.
Although, recently, the last few days, I've noted in myself yearnings for far away places again. But I'd rather not go it alone. I also don't know if that'll be happening any time soon. Maybe within a year. I have to wait and see.

It depends on work really and what I decide to do during the time that I make money.

If they offer me full time employment after my temporary contract finishes I may well decide to take it. I need the money. Hopefully, within a year, I'll have saved quite a bit of cash. Maybe a few things in life will have altered by then too. Enabling me to do other things.

You know what I really want right now. To go out and live on an island. Or a load of islands. Out where the weather is beautiful. An island lifestyle. Yeah, sitting on the beach and watching the stars. That's something I really want to do now.

I'm thinking of a short break to Italy in Febuary next year all things allowing. I want to go and stay in a b&b and relax by the lakeside drinking espressos, eating great Italian food and buying Italian made clothing. I always said whilst living there, that if ever I need clothes, I'll buy them in Italy. So it will be with a large empty suitcase I go there. I will stay a week to ten days and really relax and enjoy. I'd also like to go and see a friend of mine there.

So, as you can gather, I'm in the mood for more than current things allow. I need to experience so much more than I am at the moment. I'm a bit starved of my freedoms.

God, how I miss being rich. It's a good life, it beats being poor. You can do a heck of a lot of things.