Lastly, before I go to bed.

My horoscope is my source of comfort during those difficult times. More often than not, Jonathan Cainer's stuff is on the ball.

If you want to find out what really happened in your past, just wait a while. Soon the future will be here. When it arrives, you will be able to see precisely what kind of an impact your story so far has had. Too often, we dismiss valuable opportunities because they do not match our ideas. Don't become unduly anxious about your current situation. It offers you the rare chance to go back to yesterday and alter something that has the potential to bring you a far brighter tomorrow.

I hope so. I'm really putting off asking for this transfer. Although, I still want to do so much more with my year. I want to sink my teeth into 2007 with aplomb. I really want to do something with my time and not just find myself farting away in some pointless job in the pursuit of cash. Which is nice to have. But I hate needing to have it.

Although, I wish I could say that I did dismiss this valuable opportunity. I'm gonna have to ask to be moved somewhere else closer to home with an earlier working day, freeing up my evenings for the things I really want to do.

I feel so bad now, it's going to take a while before this nasty feeling passes.

I'll have to make the changes happen. It's the only way. I'll have to ask for this transfer sooner. Even though it's going to uproot me from some nice people I currently work with. Half the battle in having a decent job.

Struggle struggle, I hope I get to where I want to go...

Thank you Pipe Tobacco.

I have sent your gmail invite. I hope it gets to you.
I still have my camera and I should be getting some new pictures up here soon. Especially of my brothers dog, who is now staying with us for a while.

Anyway, back to my post at hand.

NUTS!

I really really wish I had not had looked at my emails today. I found out that the impro group I was a part of will be doing several shows over the coming months. The first of which I probably will not be able to take part in. The second of which, I probably wont be able to take part in either.

This exact same thing happened before. I participated in all the group get togethers, did all the practice and workshops, it came to an actual performance in front of an audience and something got in the flippin way. Same as now.

I feel URGH. Tere are no words. Just, URGGGHHH! Damn it. Flip flippity.

It must be fate standing in the way. Someone up there has other plans I'm sure. I really wanted to be a part of this, but it doesn't look like it will be happening for me now this year either.

I'm so angry and just plain bomed out. I haven't been with the group now for a couple of months, so I'm out of practice and out of the loop. Hopefully, I'll get my day off thursday next week, I'll be able to pop in for a visit and talk to the man in charge to see what's happening.

Oh POO!

God, I really hate the way things work out sometimes.

Work has to come first, I can't just up end this job for that either. Even asking for a transfer closer to home probably wont happen in time. It would be required to have a vacancy where I want to work.

Man. Why oh why did I open that box. Now I've got a day off tomorrow to do flip all, with myself.

This is a poopy start to the new year. Darn. Another reason I hate work. It gets in the way of other things.