101, again.

I had written something before this but saved it as a draft. So I suppose this is really the 102nd post on this blog.

This is about the 10628th day of my life. If I've worked that out properly. My clock says 00:00 which means it's midnight now and I should probably be getting to bed soon.
As I'm trying to get my body clock shifted for an earlier start to the day. I'll need to be out of bed by 5:15am in a couple of weeks. Not too bad. I'll apprecaite the weekend lay-ins again though.

I'll vastly appreciate the small sacrifice for having an earlier finish to the day.

Soon, very soon, I'll be able to get the life and plans I've made, under way. I can't wait.
I'm thankful for it as well. Very thankful. I got exactly what I wanted. Which is rare in my books. Probably because I had a plan? I'm not sure.
I've always said we rarely, if ever, get what we want and always what we need.

So it's odd. But then, today is today and what came before has ended. The roads can't be as they were, the path is different and the time is different.
Which is all good.

Tomorrow more work. Starting at 1pm. I cannot wait till I look at my watch in a couple of weeks and think as I'm walking home, that I'd have been at work for only an hour a day before. Brilliant.

I'll have to make new acquaintances and friends, but such is life. I'll also have to impress new people and they have high expectations of me as the others have said how good I am.

Bum. I hate that. "He's brilliant" They say. Yeah, now I've got to live up to what they imagine is brilliant and strive, strive, strive, again...

~sigh~

Hopefully their easy to impress, we all have our own ideas of what good is. Don't we.

But, deep down I feel good about it all. Despite the ever present shady bits.You only get shade because of the light. So it's all good.

I'm looking forward to getting underway again.

Right, bed time. I need to sleep slightly earlier than I am now, I'll be getting up at the crack of dawn soon...

Zzz Zzz Zzz...

Snow day.

It's snowed!!!

I'll be out getting pictures of it. I will put them up much later on, when I'm back from work. Although, maybe just one now...



However, I will only be at this work for two more weeks. I'm still wondering about the decision on should I have changed or not. But, for the plans that I made last year, I will not be able to achieve them if I stay.

I also have to ask the question where do I see myself in 5 to 10 years time. Will I still be sat in the shop serving people and answering the question "Do you have any humus?"

Woopty doo.

No, I need to strive out for more, I do not want to sit on my laurels waiting for whatever. The future is very much what you make it.
The short will mean adjustment, it will mean a loss. I'll have to get used to new faces again. I hope this lot of people are all good with one another. If not, I suppose I'll just get on with it.

My horoscope from Jonathan Cainer is dead on right this morning too.

Have a read.

Once we had a handful of stations to choose from on our radio. Now, thanks to cable, satellite and digital internet transmission, there are thousands. There may even, one day, be millions. So much choice. How can you know what you want to hear, when you cannot possibly have time to sample all the alternatives? Today, you need to ask yourself a question about all that is familiar to you. Are you really happy with it? If so, there is no need to change. If not, what harm can it do to look around?

Well, to answer those questions.

Am I really happy with it? Yes, although I'm not happy about the time or the 960 quid ( which I just worked out) it will cost me for the years worth of travel. By crikey that's a lot of wonga.

Also just under one month in the year will have been spent sitting on a tube train. If I lived nearer there it would have been better. But alas, fate would have it another way.

so, yes, I am happy in many ways, and not happy in others. I cannot strive onward just working down there. As much as I like the staff, they really are a golden bunch.

Although that's probably going to be my trade off. Hopefully, I can forge ahead and make better of this year now I'll be saving 960 pounds!!! And saving one month of time this year.

Although, another astrologer in the London Light said, that I wont regret making the choice to move away from familiar surroundings.

So I'll take heart. Wonder whether or not I made the right decision, but then probably reach the conclusion that I can make it better for myself, simply by trying.

Here's to finding out...